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<title>Travis Southard Blog</title>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/</link>
<description>
Travis Southard is a software engineer, cyclist, and artist living in Philadelphia, PA
</description>
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<url>https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/headshot-32.png</url>
<title>Travis Southard Blog</title>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/</link>
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<language>en-us</language>
<pubDate>Thu, 13 Feb 2025 04:50:31 GMT</pubDate>
<lastBuildDate>Thu, 13 Feb 2025 04:50:31 GMT</lastBuildDate>
<atom:link href="https://travissouthard.com/rss.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" />
<item>
<title>It's okay to let things end</title>
<description>
<p>
Last week, I was listening to Spotify for the last time. Already I was planning a breakup and starting
to collect more physical and digital albums, but this particular session was genuinely the proverbial
last straw. I had queued up a few albums while I was working. I had planned that when they ended I would
wrap up what I was working on and go take a walk. But after the last album ended and the queue was over,
Spotify had already loaded another album I did not choose into the "Next Up" section underneath (and
separate from?) the queue. Because it was by the same artist as the previous one, it took me a few songs
to notice.
</p>
<p>
I had had a plan for how I wanted to listen and Spotify overwrote that plan and overstayed the party. It
all but refused to let me wrap up, sit back in the silence after the album ended, feel the music linger
in me a moment, and then get up to take a walk. This is part of a pattern that has been wearing on me a
long time, but I didn't know the exact issue yet: Most contemporary media platforms don't let things
end.
</p>
<p>
I often have a slight tension with friends at a movie theatre about 30-60 seconds into the end credits
of a movie. The sometimes-animated cast and highlighted crew names has ended and the white names and
titles on a black background is scrolling up. My friends have all stood and have started to grab their
things and I am planted watching the text scroll up and listening to the credits music. There's a pause
before we clock each others' intention and plead with each other, first silently, then out loud to
persuade the other to join us. My mom often points out that I have always been like this. That, long
before blockbusters were doing end-credits scenes, I always sat through all the way until the final
production card flashed.
</p>
<p>
For me, that's a part of the movie experience. More for the soundtrack than anything else, but also
because I was always fascinated with how movies are made and was genuinely curious what people worked
on. It's also a great time to sit in the context of the movie with your friends and talk about what
stood out to you, good or bad, or just to process what you just took in for 90 to 200 minutes.
</p>
<p>
Watching movies and series on streaming platforms is such an obvious part of this "Don't let it end"
problem: As soon as the credits roll, they are minimized to a corner, a new flashy poster (or trailer in
the worst sins) is put center stage and a 5-10 second timer starts winding up in the lower right corner.
By the time you get a hand on a remote or keyboard, the next thing is already playing. The music and
moment are interrupted and thrown away. Instead of reflecting on themes, scenes, or costumes, your brain
has been hijacked by either the new movie or the "Oh wait, shit, where is the remote?" scramble. "The
content is dead! Long live the content!"
</p>
<p>
YouTube and other video streaming platforms also have by-default autoplay. As soon as the video is over,
you often aren't even given a timer and are just thrown into the next video they clumsily recommend.
With a playlist along a series or theme it's one thing, but jumping from a quiet contemplation on the
finer points of the <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2oqxqs2Q78c" target="_blank">80s/90s Ninja
Turtles Movies by Mikey Neumann</a> to being screamed at about how Honey was a scam the whole time
is horrifically jarring to put it mildly.
</p>
<p>
When I finish a book on my e-reader, Kobo immediately suggests the next book to read (often a sequel or
thematically relevant), rather than just let me close it and stare out the window meditating on what I
just finished reading. When you get to the end of the loaded posts on Tumblr or Reddit, the next page
has already loaded for what is literally called "Endless Scrolling." And yes, closing a tab, hitting the
menu button, or putting the device down are certainly options. An even better option is turning off
autoplay on everything you watch or listen with, but <a
href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_v._Microsoft_Corp." target="_blank">the default
option matters</a>. Also, please disable autoplay. It's so much better this way.
</p>
<p>
We don't have to design things this way. Granted, corporations are incentivized to keep people on their
platforms for as long as possible to juice every last drop of advertising money and psychographic data
out of each pair of eyeballs they come across, but even free software nonprofits like Mastodon or
Pixelfed have endless scrolling by default. "Opt out" design for anything will almost always suck. Many
people have no idea that some websites, apps, etc. even <em>have</em> settings, let alone thinking to
change them. We as developers, designers, writers, and creators can design for a better experience
though. And we should.
</p>
<p>
It's okay to let things end. The album can end and you can sit while your brain finishes buzzing and you
get up and do something else. The playlist of videos can end and you can look out the window, charmed
by whatever you were watching. When the film ends, you can letthe credits roll and allow the ending
music carry you out of that world and back into your own. When the book ends you can close it, sit with
the texture of the pages in your hands, process the themes of the work and look around you, with
different eyes than you had when you started. It's okay to let things end.
</p>
</description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/blog/it's-okay-to-let-things-end.html</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 12 Feb 2025 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
<guid>https://travissouthard.com/blog/it's-okay-to-let-things-end.html</guid>
<source url="https://travissouthard.com/rss.xml">Travis Southard's Blog</source>
</item>
<item>
<title>Hourly Comics Day 2025</title>
<description><a href="https://travissouthard.com" target="_blank">
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/HCD25-1.JPG" alt="Panel 1: 12am. POV of Alan and Ruby sitting in our living room. 'Talking about last night's plane crash' Panel 2: 1-8am. A bunch of Zs in the dark. Panel 3: 8am. Travis showering (from the chest up). Panel 4: 9am. Travis sitting on the couch with a laptop next to a lampshade and cup of hot coffee. 'News + email + budget + puzzles + blog + more budget'"/>
</a>
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/HCD25-2.JPG"
alt="Panel 1: 10am. A scratchy looking Travis drawing this comic in a small sketchbook. 'Wow I am out of practice at drawing' 'Still fun though' Panel 2: 11am. 'Freshly toasted bagels from Downtime Bakery' Panel 3: Noon. A view of the Wissahickon looking from the Kitchen's Lane Bridge. 'A walk in the Wiss' Panel 4: Travis and Ruby as penguins. 'Forbidden Drive was slippery!'" />
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/HCD25-3.JPG"
alt="Panel 1: 2pm. 'The BEST Grilled Cheese' Panel 2: 3pm. 'Struggling at Balatro' '27 tokens (to illustrate my struggles)' Panel 3: 4pm. Ruby and Travis at the thrift store comparing shirts to the Eagles logo fabric we got. 'But with one matches better?' 'Thrifting clothes to Eagles up for the SUPER BOWL' Panel 4: 5pm. Travis at a sewing machine facing away. 'Read the manual for the sewing machine so I could thread it'" />
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/HCD25-4.JPG"
alt="Panel 1: 6pm. Travis standing in a long plaid shirt. 'The shirt I picked is Loooooooong' 'height of hands' 'height of waist' Panel 2: 7pm. Travis' hands cutting the shirt. 'Gotta hem it and prep it' Panel 3: 8pm. An Eagles logo with zigzag stitches holding it down. 'So we can add some DIY Eagles patches! From a rad fabric we got at Gaffney's' Panel 4: 9pm. Ruby and Travis modeling their modified shirts. 'And look cute!'" />
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/HCD25-5.JPG"
alt="Panel 1: 10pm. Travis drawing at a table again, but clearly improved drawing through the day. 'Remembering how to draw (kinda)' 'Wis I skipped that mouth in the last one' Panel 2: 11pm. Travis brushing his teeth. 'Winding down + getting ready for sleeps...' Panel 3: Midnight. A bunch of Zs in the dark. Panel 4: 'A reflection: It's fun to make tangible things. Between sewing & drawing today, I made things I am proud to show, even if both have errors or mistakes (heart)'" />
<p>It's fun to make tangible things. Between sewing & drawing today, I made things I am proud to show, even
if both have errors or mistakes.</p></description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/art/hourly-comics-day-2025.html</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 01 Feb 2025 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
<guid>https://travissouthard.com/art/hourly-comics-day-2025.html</guid>
<source url="https://travissouthard.com/rss.xml">Travis Southard's Blog</source>
</item>
<item>
<title>insteadofai.site</title>
<description><a href="https://insteadofai.site" target="_blank">
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/projects/no-ai-big.png" alt="A no robots sign very similar to a no smoking sign"/>
</a>
<p>A webpage that lists resources to use instead of Generative AI.</p>See the <a href="https://github.com/travissouthard/insteadofai_site" target="blank">code here</a></description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://insteadofai.site</link>
<pubDate>Sun, 17 Nov 2024 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
<guid>https://insteadofai.site</guid>
<source url="https://travissouthard.com/rss.xml">Travis Southard's Blog</source>
</item>
<item>
<title>insteadofai.site icon</title>
<description><a href="https://travissouthard.com" target="_blank">
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/projects/no-ai-big.png" alt="A no robots sign very similar to a no smoking sign"/>
</a>
<p>A 48x48 pixel image I made as the favicon for <a href="https://insteadofai.site" target="_blank">insteadofai.site</a>.</p></description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/art/insteadofaisite-icon.html</link>
<pubDate>Sun, 17 Nov 2024 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
<guid>https://travissouthard.com/art/insteadofaisite-icon.html</guid>
<source url="https://travissouthard.com/rss.xml">Travis Southard's Blog</source>
</item>
<item>
<title>Building the web I want to see</title>
<description><a href="https://travissouthard.com" target="_blank">
<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/blog/webring.png" alt="A brick-like pattern of white rectangles with blue outlines, blue names like Ruby Gertz, Clotheshorse, and many other names of people and projects, plus each rectangle has blue labels with the topics each person/project covers"/>
</a>
<p>
<b>I have made a webring!</b> This feels important to me as I try (along with many others) to build a better
web. This was a project I have been meaning to take on for some time. I did start with a basic set of
links to friends in the footer of my website, but I wanted to use it more to show the web I usually interact
with.
</p>
<p>
I would still like to add a little flair and some organization to the webring page, but I am trying to build
this website without delivering any JavaScript, if possible. I do think the current iteration could go into
a <code>noscript</code> block and then go and implement the immediate method I am thinking of. I did spend
quite some time trying to use a <a href="https://editor.p5js.org/travissouthard/sketches/RUw3LR7cIO"
target="_blank">force-directed graph</a> to help me layout the Venn-diagram-like design I was
originally imagining. In this case, a "Done is better than perfect" approach had to be taken.
</p>
<p>
The web has <a href="https://xoxofest.com/2024/videos/molly-white/" target="_blank">become less magical</a>.
There is <a
href="https://pluralistic.net/2024/04/24/naming-names/#prabhakar-raghavan"
target="_blank">a lot of evidence</a> pointing to search engines largely getting worse
and nigh unusable and the state of the web (as most people use it) has become <a
href="https://twitter.com/tveastman/status/1069674780826071040" target="_blank">"five websites, each
consisting of screenshots of text from the other four."</a>
</p>
<p>
I remember the web feeling very magical and largely found the best websites from word of mouth from people I
knew. The exception to this largely was finding webcomics from the footers of <a
href="https://rice-boy.com/" target="_blank">webcomics</a> <a href="https://www.nedroid.com/"
target="_blank">I</a> <a href="https://www.kcgportfolio.site/" target="_blank">was</a> <a
href="https://www.octopuspie.com/" target="_blank">already</a> <a href="https://www.smbc-comics.com/"
target="_blank">reading</a>. Many of the comics I was reading would have a "My friends" section with
links to their comics. Even then that felt very powerful and community-oriented, but as discovery and
recommendation algorithms have dominated those five website we go to, that kind of list feels almost
transgressive.
</p>
<p>
Facebook and Twitter both punish users for linking to anything that's outside their walled gardens.
Instagram only allows for one external link per account (the famous "link in bio"), which has led to
services like Linktree because of course we all have more than one link to share. But these are all
platforms where, if you were to be banned, you would lose access to everything if it was the only place you
kept your photos, videos, jokes, etc. Or <a
href="https://www.nytimes.com/2019/03/19/business/myspace-user-data.html" target="_blank">the site may
have a catastrophic data failure</a> and lose everything.
</p>
<p>
The method I have appreciated for avoiding getting shut out by some billionaire has been <a
href="https://indieweb.org/POSSE" target="_blank">POSSE</a> (Publish (on your) Own Site; Syndicate
Elsewhere). I post blogs, art, and projects on my own site first, then share them to social media I use.
Having your own website is a way to have aesthetic control over your own space as well! Almost none of the
large platforms allow you to customize your page with more than a profile picture, banner, and
<em>MAYBE</em> a highlight color. But those aeshetics matter. They help set us apart, express ourselves, and
signal to others that we may be aligned just on sight.
</p>
<p>
Making a website can certainly seem daunting. You don't have to handcraft code for a website (though it is
fun, and I like it myself). There are many WYSIWYG (What You See Is What You Get (pronounced <em>wizzy
wig</em>)) options out there from the big corporate spaces or more indie spaces like <a
href="https://noblogs.org/" target="_blank">NoBlogs</a> or <a href="https://neocities.org/"
target="_blank">NeoCities</a>. In an increasingly online space, having your own little place to call
your own feels more and more necessary. And if you want to jump into the deep end, you could learn to code
and also <a href="https://github.com/iffybooks/host-a-website-at-home" target="_blank">how to self-host a
website in your own home</a>.
</p>
<p>
We all have cool businesses, practices, hobbies, and more that we would like to share with others, so we
should have control over how we present that, and how we connect to each other. So please, build your own
sites. Make them how you want them (which may include making something crazily maximalist, go for it), and
link to your friends and the people whose work you like most. The <a href="https://indieweb.org/"
target="_blank">Indie Web</a> is already a growing movement and there's some great things being built.
The future of the web is many more small connected sites each with cool, niche, resource-rich pages.
</p>
</description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/blog/building-the-web-i-want-to-see.html</link>
<pubDate>Sun, 20 Oct 2024 04:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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<title>Over the Garden Wall poster</title>
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<p>Very excited to watch <em>Over the Garden Wall</em> again with some friends! This is easily one of my favorite pieces of media in general.</p>
<p>It is a wonderful piece of Americana and plays with nostalgia in a delightfully bittersweet way. Beware the beast!</p>
<p>This piece was a little more of a challenge with wanting to use a 1-point perspective and shading, but I am happy with how it came out! I used a great
<a href="https://lospec.com/palette-list/hidden-library" target="_blank">color palette by Pixel Hoo</a>!
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<pubDate>Tue, 15 Oct 2024 04:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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<title>Underhill from Red Mars</title>
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<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/art/red-mars.png" alt="A pixel art image of an astronaut in a spacesuit looking down a path in a Martian settlement. The path ends at a massive salt pyramid with a tiny figure on top and one blue dot among the stars."/>
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<p>I've been reading the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mars_trilogy" target="_blank">Mars Trilogy</a> by Kim Stanley Robinson. I've been loving these books and flying through them. This was how I imagined the initial settlement, Underhill, with it's barrel-shaped shelters and giant salt pyramid.</p>
<p>I also read his more recent <a href="https://www.orbitbooks.net/orbit-excerpts/the-ministry-for-the-future/" target="_blank"><em>The Ministry for the Future</em></a>, which I would highly recommend for some great speculative fiction on addressing the climate crisis.</p>
<p>This piece was a little more of a challenge with wanting to use a 1-point perspective and shading, but I am happy with how it came out! I used a great
<a href="https://lospec.com/palette-list/coldwood8" target="_blank">color palette by Anubi</a>!
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<title>Your project is worth it</title>
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<p>
After reading a blog post from <a href="https://www.solarshades.club/p/against-thermochauvinism"
target="_blank">Andrew Dana Hudson about thermochauvinism</a>, I have begun referring to July as "Hot
Winter," a time of year when I spend most of my time indoors because it is uncomfortable and even dangerous
to be outside. I tend to spend my free time similarly to actual winter: video games, home DIY, reading,
taking care of house plants, and wishing I could ride my bike or work in my garden.
</p>
<p>
As soon as the heat broke last week I went out and went on a longer mountain bike ride than usual. It felt
wonderful to be out on the trails, using my body, and just gazing at water, birds, and plants. Riding a bike
is almost always just a shortcut to feeling better for me. Physical exertion and fresh air do wonderful for
my dopamine producers.
</p>
<p>
In the first week of June, I rode with a friend on <a href="https://grinduro.com/pennsylvania/"
target="_blank">Grinduro PA</a>, a 70(-ish) mile gravel and single-track ride in and out of Loyalsock
State Forest. It was a challenge but I was pretty in shape for it, though I could certainly have used more
training on climbing specifically. It was a great time and worth doing if for nothing else than reminding me
I am capable and enjoy days where "all you have to do is ride you bike" as one of my Bike & Build teammates
puts it.
</p>
<p>
Having done that ride towards the start of the summer has been good for me in riding casually afterward and
having a recent difficult accomplishment to comapre against when a ride or section of a ride starts feeling
like a slog. I have also been feeling this in my day job lately. Getting stuck on a particular issue and
strugglig to find a solution, but pushing through with memories of solving past tough problems or errors and
remembering the satisfaction of having beat those.
</p>
<p>
That is such a hard thing to overcome when working on any project: A problem without an obvious solution and
little findable community support. These are awful and can end a project without enough skill, motivation,
or some combination of the two. I have always struggled with asking for help and been too stubborn with
myself that I can <em>definitely</em> find the answer on this next search around. Luckily I have great
colleagues and peers who are happy to work through a problem with me.
</p>
<p>
For other developers (or anyone working on any shape of project): Please ask your peers, community, and
colleagues for help. Your project is worth completing <em>or at least worth getting to a proof-of-concept
well enough to know it's worth abandoning</em>.
</p>
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<title>We cannot afford to skip repairs</title>
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<p>
Maintenance and repair are essential to a more sustainable, and frankly pleasant world. Well-maintained
bikes feel, sound, and ride better. Well-maintained roads are easier and safer for everyone to navigate.
Well-maintained gardens look and smell better and are more productive. Maintenance is boring and tedious
though compared to starting fresh. Repairing a broken thing is harder than repairing something regularly
maintained.
</p>
<p>
What I particularly find difficult is perceiving that something that has gradually worn over time is at an
optimal time to repair. A squeaky bike chain is past time for cleaning and lubing. A thirsty throat is
already partially dehydrated. Those are easy fixes though usually, and if you already have the supplies,
nearly instant repairs to make. What's harder is seeing pants wear out, masonry decay, or street markings
disappear. Some of these need specialized skills, licenses, or interaction with government. These take more
time and care and sometimes convincing the maintainer it is the time to make that repair.
</p>
<p>
Especially in the case of city, county, or state infrastructure, convincing the city, county, or state that
the time has come to make a repair can be a herculean task. Often the "We can't afford to do it now" excuse
leads to putting off the repair, only adding to the cost. We see this in health insurance plans as well,
where the insurance companies refuse to pay for preventative healthcare, leading to suffering, and often
more expensive and more painful medical interventions. Typically, if you can't afford to make the repair,
you definitely can't afford to skip the repair either.
</p>
<p>
I am currently thinking about this because of reading the great work by <a
href="https://www.ifixit.com/Right-to-Repair" target="_blank">iFixit</a>, <a
href="https://pluralistic.net/" target="_blank">Cory Doctorow</a>, and others in the ongoing fight for
the right to repair our own things. But also because my house does need a masonry fix, and we have some
bikes in our house past the need for some regular maintenance that I have the skills, but haven't made the
time for yet. The longer I wait on any of these, the harder it will be to get those things back into good
repair (and the more expensive it will be).
</p>
<p>
For example, I was letting a bike chain stay squeaky for a little too long. Part of this was not noticing
until I was leaving for work and not wanting to take the time to take care of it so I could get to work
faster. But then I would just store the bike when I got home and not pay attention til the next day riding
out again. I managed a bike shop for years and certainly know better, but it is incredibly easy to just let
those little things slide. We tell ourselves "It won't hurt that much really." But that does build up over
time and effectively shortens the lifespan of the chain, meaning I may have to prematurely buy a new one.
Grand scheme of things, it won't cost that much, but over the lifetime of the bike (I plan to ride that
thing forever), I will likely spend more on chains than I would have to if I was keeping it regularly lubed
and clean. (I recommend every two weeks, 100 miles, or rainy ride, whichever comes first) And once I did
lube the chain, it was easier to ride!
</p>
<p>
In Pennsylvania, due to some large federal money coming in, we are finally <a
href="https://whyy.org/articles/buttigieg-touts-1-6-billion-for-pa-bridges-as-part-of-biden-infrastructure-bill/"
target="_blank">making some long-past-needed
repairs on bridges</a> that have been failing evaluations for years. These repairs are far more
expensive than if we were
doing regular maintenance on them. But like I said above, maintenance is boring. New bridges are exciting.
Or <a
href="https://www.inquirer.com/news/i95-philadelphia-schedule-construction-reopen-detours-lanes-20230621.html"
target="_blank">novel ways to repair a collapsed highway bridge in less than two weeks</a> when it also
took two years to
<a href="https://www.phila.gov/2022-09-09-wissahickon-valley-park-trail-bridges-to-reopen-on-september-16/"
target="_blank">fix riverpath bridges with smaller repairs</a> or more years than that to update the
same highway.
</p>
<p>
In a <a href="https://travissouthard.com/art/abolish-landlords.html" target="_blank">recent piece of art I made</a>, I expressed
that it will be better for everyone to own their own home, but with prospective homeowners in Philadelphia
<a href="https://whyy.org/articles/philadelphia-real-estate-market-spring-prices-mortgage-rates/"
target="_blank">needing an annual income of $75,000 to be able to buy and keep a home</a> (including
maintenance costs), that
means that the <a
href="https://www.census.gov/quickfacts/fact/table/philadelphiacitypennsylvania,US/PST045222"
target="_blank">50% of Philadelphians who make less than $57,537 each year</a> just do not have that as
an option. Housing costs must come down. Homelessness is a policy choice. Repairing that worn-out spot of
our society will certainly cost us so much more than if we had always ensured people would be housed and
fed, but it is still a necessary repair.
</p>
<p>
Maintenance is boring and tedious but essential to a more sustainable and more pleasant world. We constantly
feel as if we can't afford to make the repairs, but we definitely can't afford to skip the repairs either.
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<title>My Kingdom for a Paper Map</title>
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<p>
Recently returned from a ten day vacation in Lisbon, Portugal to celebrate my mother-in-law's birthday. This
is the longest trip I've taken since Ruby and I spent three weeks in Ireland for our honeymoon in 2022. We
stayed in a cute apartment with a garden and walking proximity to the city center. In and around Lisbon, we
were able to walk and ride trains and busses to most of the places we wanted to visit and that was such a
great way to get to know the city. Any time we took a cab or ride share, I would very quickly lose my sense
of space.
</p>
<p>
We visited a few places like <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sintra-Cascais_Natural_Park"
target="_blank">Sintra National Park</a>, the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lisbon_Oceanarium"
target="_blank">Oceanarium</a> and even some of the airports we flew
through where having a physical map would have helped. Since my <a href="https://www.thelightphone.com/"
target="_blank">dumb phone</a> only works in North America, I brought my iPhone I used to use with me to
make sure I could communicate easily with my travel companions. So I had access to mobile map apps, but
those maps do not often have the context needed to navigate from one airport terminal to another. Each of
these places had some sort of "you are here"-style map that I could take a photo of and reference. But
trying to pinch to zoom to find small features in a photo of a map taken through glass is a rough user
experience to say the least.
</p>
<p>
The <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quinta_da_Regaleira" target="_blank">Quinta de Regaleira</a>
palace and ground had a QR code with a <a href="https://www.regaleira.pt/en/mapa" target="_blank">PDF
map</a> that was much clearer to use but still had the pinch to zoom issue of zooming in to see small
things but losing the overall layout. What I really wanted in each of these circumstances, was a
theme-park-style paper map that would give a sense of scale for the places and provide place-specific
context for where to find restaurants, features, toilets, and transit routes. Near the Sintra train station
one kiosk had these displayed but was closed so we couldn't grab one.
</p>
<p>
Great maps like these were regularly posted around on small billboards but were unavailable to carry. And
yes, handing these out by default to every visitor to a place would create a lot of waste since not everyone
is a map nerd like me who will frame and hang maps on their walls. But having these available to visitors by
request or purchase would be a good compromise.
</p>
<p>
Having a paper map in a park or region really adds to the sense of exploration that many tourists and
visitors want to experience. Of course, most places are set up with a plethora of wayfinding that means
moving around is more navigating than exploring uncharted territory, but the place is new to that visitor so
the feeling is still one of exploration. Filling out the map in their mind by connecting their understanding
of the symbols on the map with the physical features in a new-to-the-visitor place is a satisfying
experience.
</p>
<p>
The City of Philadelphia recently reprinted an <a
href="https://www.phila.gov/media/20220511131100/Bicycle-Map_2022.pdf" target="_blank">updated bike
infrastructure map</a> that they stopped printing in 2015 or 2016, and having a new tangible map of the
city felt so special and I was so excited to see it in my local bike shop. One of the owners knew I would be
excited by it and set one aside for me. I have a strong mental map in my head of our bike lanes already
(complete with my own (sometimes snarky) notes and updates), but having that map to look at, point to, mark
on, and show guests is such a valuable asset.
</p>
<p>
Making a good map is hard, and like drawing anything else, the choices involved in what to include or omit
are daunting and require expertise of the thing itself and the experience of viewing that map or drawing.
What features, colors, icons, etc. will all also vary depending on who the map is for. The best map of a
single place will be incredibly different for a tourist, a courier, or a telecommunications engineer.
</p>
<p>
Maybe its just because I use a dumb phone now, or maybe I have always been this nerd, but I really value
having a paper map to walk around a place with to navigate and also as a tool to enhance my mental map. I'd
like to make more maps for fun, especially something in the realm of the <a
href="https://phillybookstoremap.com/" target="_blank">Philly Bookstore Map</a> or theme park maps of
neighborhoods. I would especially like to learn to design maps for print. I have experience designing maps
for the web, but recently learned how much harder it is to design a static map since you can't click an icon
on a paper map for more context. Do you know any good map design books?
</p>
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<title>My interest in Solarpunk</title>
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<p>
Over the past few years, I have been taking in a lot of <a
href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHI61GHNGJM" target="_blank"><em>Solarpunk</em></a> influences.
Solarpunk is a movement/genre/aesthetic/practice based around ultra-sustainability, averting climate climate
catastrophe, and community-centric social organization that has been growing and evolving over the past 15
years, largely starting in Latin America, and I first came across it with Andrew Sage's <a
href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHI61GHNGJM" target="_blank">"What is Solarpunk"</a> video and got
such a craving for more things like this.
</p>
<p>
Already, I had been looking for more art and literature that makes sustainability look desirable in a
way that wasn't just corporate greenwashing, but also wasn't just the <a
href="https://grist.org/climate/why-is-cottagecore-so-white/" target="_blank">cottage-core fantasy</a>
or the machismo-filled bushcraft stuff. I read a lot of dystopian fiction as a teen and young adult, and
like many others, I tired of that sort of imagery being a warning and co-opted by venture capital funded
companies. I wanted something that could actually serve as both a cultural escape and as a playbook of how
to improve our odds as a society against climate damage, rising fascism, and increasing apathy in the face
of both.
</p>
<p>
Solarpunk has already been included in <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqJJktxCY9U"
target="_blank">greeenwashing campaigns of corporations</a> and is often reduced to "glass towers with
greenery poking out," but is, and can be so much more. I enjoy reading Solarpunk books like
<em>Walkaway</em> and <em>Inifinite Detail</em> (both of which have excellent playbooks for decentralized,
community-based living) as well as art when I can, but I am especially interested in trying to incorporate
as many of these things into my daily life as I can.
</p>
<p>
Of course, I would love to stick solar panels and a battery on our house and retrofit it to be as
sustainable as possible, but that is expensive (to do quickly) and there are smaller things to make life
more sustainable like remembering that "reduce, reuse, and" are the words that come before "recycle",
repairing whatever I can, and only buying new things when I need them. In finding a new aesthetic, many of
us (Americans, especially) are drawn to throw out our current possessions and buy the starter pack of the
<em>New Thing&trade;</em>. Typically, the answer to "what is the most sustainable ___?" is "The one you
already have." Of course, if the object in question is a fuel-hungry thing that creates a lot of waste, that
may be worth retiring and replacing.
</p>
<p>
<a href="https://spokesandstitches.com/pages/workshops" target="_blank">Ruby</a> has taught me a lot about
repairing clothes, and I know how to maintain our bikes and some parts of our house. But, I have been
recently trying to learn more about repairing electronics like my early 2015 Macbook I bought used from a
previous employer and I would love to <a href="https://github.com/iffybooks/host-a-website-at-home"
target="_blank">migrate this website from GitHub Pages to my own device</a> in our home. Even as it is,
using a static site that delivers a few kilobytes per page is far more sustainable than serving
gigabyte-sized packages for websites made of mostly text.
</p>
<p>
Like many things, living sustainably is an iterative process and we all learn more each day. Even as <a
href="https://travissouthard.com/art/abolish-landlords.html" target="_blank">my own work</a> is influenced by it, my interest in
Solarpunk is less trying to <em>look</em> a certain way, but rather how to <em>behave</em>. I certainly
don't claim to be doing this perfectly, but I aspire to it and am currently slowly transforming an empty lot
by our house into a garden/pocket-park, learning to repair electronics and clothes, and engaging my local
communities in these as much as I can. What small, slow progress are you making?
</p>
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<p>No one gets seconds til <b>everybody gets a home</b>. Hunger and homelessness are policy choices.</p>
<p>This was a fun piece to work on and I was happy to have found a great
<a href="https://lospec.com/palette-list/color-city-8" target="_blank">color palette by polyphrog</a> to make this with! It was a great study in making some low-res people.
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<title>Sketches of the Real</title>
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<p>
I have been sketching lately. Mostly sitting in a place and drawing a building or plant within view. Some of
these sketches are better than others, but these sketches are mental exercise more than making final pieces. I
have been wanting to get back into making more art, whether pixel art like I have on this site already or more
algorithmically made works. So sketching in this case is to help me understand what shapes I am seeing and
thinking about them and what details to include and not include when trying to render something.
</p>
<p>
These have been fun to work on and it has been serene just spending 30-60 minutes sitting and just observing the
details of one object in the same space as me. An object I might glance at regularly but not really take in
beyond a quick glance of "That's pretty" or "Huh, neat". I have been trying to notice regular patterns in
texture and struggling to render irregular stone wall textures.
</p>
<p>
A lot of this process is frustrating and hard, but I keep doing it because it is ultimately very satisfying to
see the drawings come together. A large part of that satisfaction comes from the drawings being tangible objects
with <em>many</em> flaws and irregularities. I was <a
href="https://branch.climateaction.tech/issues/issue-8/the-wabi-sabi-web/" target="_blank">reading
recently</a> about adding more irregularity into our websites. As I mentioned before, rendering irregularity
into something you want to be clear and read well is very hard, and something I struggle with personally. All
the same, especially with appreciating these textures in the sketches and the subjects I'm sketching, I want to
start trying to add these qualities to the sites I build. Especially this site, since ultimately this site is
meant to be a reflection of my current work and skills.
</p>
<p>
A few months back I introduced new fonts to my portfolio site, something I chose for looking more like text
hand-written with markers or pens. I would like to add some more hand-drawn qualities to the site, but doing
this with CSS alone is tricky as far as I know now. I will try to do some research and see what I can find
because I think having a rougher, textured web with some human fingerprints on it will make it more friendly to
us, the humans.
</p>
<p>
In the past years since going from working as a bicycle mechanic and working every day with my hands directly
touching the things I was working on to now, where I manipulate abstract, intangible things through a keyboard
and mouse, I have found a new desire to make tangible, physical things. The sketches are part of this, but I
also want to make some "final works" that can be touched, felt, heard. Some of this desire has gone into my
garden and the empty lot behind our house I have been caring for with some neighbors.
</p>
<p>
Creating and working on tangible things is important to me and my wellbeing, especially as my professional and
volunteer work both involve manipulating digital objects. Wrenching, planting, drawing, watering, painting,
sculpting, sweeping, and pedaling will all be incredibly important in keeping me happy. One thought that comes
up is that my roles at work and at Code for Philly involve building community, connections, understanding, and
empathy; none of which are tanglible but all are vital in making our city a tangibly, perceptively better place.
Rough edges and all.
</p>
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<title>I am the hand, not the tool</title>
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<p>
Despite a very full schedule leading up to the <a href="https://socialjusticehackathon.com/about.html"
target="_blank">Social Justice Hackathon</a>, I have been really enjoying springtime this year. Some warm
days where we were lucky enough to be able to clear out a lot near my house that had previously invited dumping.
But also some last cold days that threatened this year's early cherry and magnolia blossoms, but was gentle
enough to leave them alone.
</p>
<p>
Part of enjoying spring has been trying to change some habits this year. The tl:dr; is that I severely cut down
on phone time by switching to a phone that is extremely limited: It only does calls, texts, music, podcasts,
directions, notes, and a hotspot. This has helped to let me use my time better and be more intentional in
spending time.
</p>
<p>
For the past 8 years or so I have used some shape of iPhone, and even for about 3 years before that I used some
odd smartphone or other (often something I found cheap enough at the time). Until my first bike shop job, I
would just let every notification bubble up to the surface on both my handheld and desktop devices. Every social
media like (or worse just those "Your friend liked a thing you may like" ones that should not be a
notification).
</p>
<p>
I mention the bike shop job specifically because I remember the moment it was pointed out to me that <i>every
time</i> my phone buzzed I looked at it, even if I had <i>just</i> put it down a moment ago. Once it was
pointed out I noticed it each time: the weird habit that now seemed so strange and obviously time-consuming. I
started by turning off any "like" notifications and just leaving messages and comments for the social media I
used at the time.
</p>
<p>
But of course, each new platform and client has its own settings. So moving to one or starting a new one means
going through settings and unchecking almost every box except the ones that were about people specifically
reaching out to me (you know, the actual social part). I have historically always turned off all notifications
off on laptops and computers since they are the same as the ones popping up on my phone.
</p>
<p>
I thought this worked pretty well for a while, but then I noticed another weird habit I had: In a moment of
boredom, I would just open Twitter and scroll two thumb lengths and stare at the screen for a few minutes, close
it, then do it again. I also would do this for Instragram, just opening it and not really taking in anything
about current events or my friends' lives. I would just scroll a little. In thinking about it now, the motion is
not that different from using a worry stone.
</p>
<p>
I tried deleting those apps from my phone and using the web-browser versions instead which did an okay job
cutting down on scrolling, but not really enough. I was still spending hours a day doing that and would really
prefer to spend that time doing something else. Nothing specific, but just more active and intentional (or in
some cases, sleeping). Ultimately I deactivated or deleted my accounts on each of those and really only use <a
href="https://jawns.club/@travissouthard" target="_blank">Mastodon</a> for social media now.
</p>
<p>
I do love short-form video (RIP Vine) and I tried Tiktok for a few days but recognized quickly that it was a
genuine attention-sink and that I could not handle that so it went away quickly. I do still enjoy YouTube and
want to keep it (or at least the videos I regularly watch there), but the Shorts feature also just sucks hours
from a day. To help my time, I use a <a href="https://github.com/Vulpelo/hide-youtube-shorts"
target="_blank">browser extension</a> to completely remove Shorts from the site.
</p>
<p>
One of the biggest changes has been switching away from iPhones entirely and using a <a
href="https://www.thelightphone.com/" target="_blank">LightPhone 2</a> which has an e-ink screen, and can
only do calls, texts, music, podcasts, directions, notes, and a hotspot. While they are improving it a lot
regularly, it is a little rough around the edges, though I kind of like that. It does not do email or web
browsing so that is now just something I do exclusively from a laptop.
</p>
<p>
Without having social media or scrollable media on my phone I find myself reaching for it less and have
taken to carrying an e-reader with me loaded with at least one library book. In the past three months I've read
more books than I did all last year. I also find myself listening to more podcasts and music when I want some
stimulation.
</p>
<p>
The podcasts app works like most: subscribe to shows, download or stream as they come in. The music app is much
more like the early days of mp3 players: Put the tracks you want into a playlist and upload them. I tend to
prefer listening to albums so I added a bunch of digitized albums I own into the phone and have been enjoying
that. I do wish the interface made it easier to both upload, order, and select albums specifically, but it
certainly does its job.
</p>
<p>
This is certainly not a panacea for giving me my attention back. I do find myself still getting stuck in
scroll-holes (often before bed just clickig "one more" YouTube video), or over-analyzing my budget. But what's
great is that I have genuinely retaken hours of my days back. And this has changed my relationship to
notifications. When they aren't flowing in constantly on my phone, they actually feel somewhat useful, though I
am still very strictly only wanting any that are people actually talking to me. No "likes". I have actually
turned on some notifications on my work laptop even.
</p>
<p>
I also have needed to change how I take in news. I have subscribed to daily newsletters from local news orgs,
and to RSS feeds of other news orgs and blogs I regularly like to keep up with. I do still feel a little behind
on news (maybe a day or two?), but considering the other positive changes I've seen this feels like a fine
compromise until I can find a way to get RSS feeds to automatically go to my e-reader.
</p>
<p>
I like these changes so far and am still trying to find a better balance between being connected to others but
not being burdened by tech. I do not want to be watched, followed, or harassed by advertisers, scammers, and
data brokers. I want to be reachable by those who need me. I want to be able to reach out to friends. I am the
hand, not the tool. And today, this hand wants to go o a bike ride.
</p>
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<title>Finding my best duck-ness</title>
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<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/blog/rittenhousetown.jpg" alt="A dithered image of my mountain bike on a small bridge in front of an old homestead"/>
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<p>
Coming through feeling sick and just in time for day light savings, which snuck up on me this year. Usually I am
watching for it like a hawk, but this winter I was very focused on trying to enjoy what wintriness we got. With
less than two weeks from the spring equinox, I am hoping we get a few weeks of actual spring weather before the
heat of summer sets in.
</p>
<p>
I was grateful we got some snow this year, even if we got much more rain and warm weather overall. For a bunch
of years of my adulthood (and probaly before as well), I would yearn for spring to come and bring warm weather,
but the last few years I've noticed that rather than a longing, I have been asking spring to take its time and
stick around when it does arrive. I no longer yearn for spring to come, I rather find myself begging it to stay
as June comes around.
</p>
<p>
All the same, it really does bring me joy to see snowdrops, some early daffodils, and crocuses in people's
little
curbside gardens (and in some more remote areas of the woods). Today on a bike ride in <a
href="https://fow.org/" target="_blank">the Wissahickon</a> I was lucky enough to see those flowers, many
buds on the early trees, including some starts of cherry buds, as well as some wood ducks, and <i>maybe</i> some
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greater_Scaup" target="_blank">Greater Scaups</a>, but I am not as
confident that these ducks were those.
</p>
<p>
While I am certainy not a birder, per se, I do tend to pay attention to the animals at the edges of domains or
ones that are straddling two worlds. I've alwayes like amphibious animals like ducks, turtles, and frogs. As a
kid moving around lots of places and with a mix of cultural influences from my family and the places I've lived,
I've always felt like I'm only ever at the shore of a space. This has been less so since living my adulthood in
Philly and getting deep into the bike scene, and lately the civic technology scene. But I often still have that
feeling of existing at the shores between spaces, never wholly belonging to one or another.
</p>
<p>
This certainly isn't a bad thing since I have found that I have skills in making connections between those
spaces and helping to tie them together or to move seamlessly between them (though I often feel clumsy about
it). There are a lot of benefits to this skillset/position as well including finding multiple perspectives on
issues, learning different ways to solve problems, and ideally to learn the best parts of each space (though
that is still something I'm constantly learning).
</p>
<p>
Once I get through this busy March (culminating in the <a href="https://socialjusticehackathon.com"
target="_blank">Social Justice Hackathon April 5-7</a>), I have a few projects I'd like to work on including
some <a href="https://codeforphilly.org/" target="_blank">Code for Philly</a> project ideas, some <a
href="https://p5js.org/reference/" target="_blank">P5.js</a> things I've been wanting to play with, and some
home projects that unfortunately won't maike it to this blog. Until then I will be trying to be my best duck.
</p>
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<title>After vacation; before spring</title>
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<p>
Excited to see that the sunlight is just starting to stick around after 6pm lately. A few hours of extra
sunlight really makes a difference to my mood. Weirdly enough the snow in Philadelphia the past few weeks
has had a similar effect. Ruby and I have been taking the time to go hiking or walking on some good local
trails and walking over snow and seeing the snowdrops peeking out of the ground has been a big boost against our
winter dreading. (Also I recently found out <a href="https://extension.psu.edu/snowdrops" target="_blank">are
poisonous if ingested</a>!)
</p>
<p>
Ruby and I just spent a week in Morocco visiting a friend who has been living there. It was delightful to
visit our friends, walk around some ancient cities, and exercise our language skills (I retained more
conversational French than I thought!). We were very happy to have a friend who has been living as a local as
out guide since there were some serious cultural differences around tipping for services, shopping, and police
state activity than Ruby and I were used to. Plus she was great at picking out interesting places to visit, like
the <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caves_of_Hercules" target="_blank">Caves of Hercules</a> and
Tangier's Phoenician Tombs!
</p>
<p>
Now recovering from some post-travel sickness (not COVID, just yucky) we're both diving back into our respective
works. In particular work is ramping up for me as an organizer of the <a
href="https://socialjusticehackathon.com/about.html" target="_blank">Social Justice Hackathon</a> coming up
this <a href="https://www.eventbrite.com/e/philadelphia-social-justice-hackathon-2024-tickets-829209476867"
target="_blank">April 5-7</a>. Besides that main event, we'll also be hosting weekly hack nights starting
with our first one <a href="https://www.meetup.com/legalhackerspa/events/299578460/" target="_blank">this
Thursday</a>! We are still looking for volunteers for the event as well, especially volunteers who can serve
as project leads. For that role, ideal volunteers have project, product, or volunteer management experience,
especially in tech settings.
</p>
<p>
As spring creeps closer and snowdrops give way to daffodils over the next few weeks, I have a lot of work ahead
of me. Between the above hackathon, Code for Philly, and my work at Community Legal Services. But also I gotta
keep riding and exercising when I can because I am still planning to <a
href="https://travissouthard.com/blog/back-in-the-saddle.html">ride a 70-mile gravel ride in June</a>. I promise I am not becoming
one of those hustle-culture tech bros, I just have a busy March ahead of me. Just have to keep reminding myself
to keep it moving one day at a time.
</p>
<p>
Despite it being so busy, I am really looking forward to spring and especially our neighborhood starting to wake
up from its sleepy winter mode. As much as I can, I am looking to get social and outside as much as possible!
</p>
</description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
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<pubDate>Sun, 03 Mar 2024 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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<title>Social Justice Hackathon Website</title>
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<img src="https://travissouthard.com/assets/images/projects/sjh-site.png" alt="Screenshot of the Social Justice Hackathon website"/>
</a>
<p>The website for the Philadelphia Social Justice Hackathon. Built with Michael Chow, Hao Ye, Jake Riley, and Iliana Miltiadous. For an event happening April 5-7, 2024.</p>See the <a href="https://github.com/socialjusticehackathon/website" target="blank">code here</a></description>
<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://socialjusticehackathon.com/about.html</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 14 Feb 2024 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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<title>Back in the saddle</title>
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<p>
After a few weeks working at my new job and settling into new habits, there's a part of me that feels like I'm
waking up from something. I really did not enjoy my last job. While I knew it was temporary, I still resented
the forty hours a week spent working with no benefits on a project that I found equally interesting and
frustrating to work on.
</p>
<p>
My therapist mentioned back in December that I had been stressed about work for about a year at that point since
it had just been announced that Azavea would be acquired <i>while</i> I was going through a performance
improvement plan. And for the months leading up to and following the acquisition felt like shaky ground before
being laid off in May.
</p>
<p>
Happily, after taking a few weeks off before starting at CLS, and with two weeks of learning new tools, legal
terms, and company culture, I have really felt myself standing up straighter. I have felt like I am more aware
of my surroundings. I have felt like that feeling where I suddenly come into focus and realize I have been
staring into space for a while.
</p>
<p>
I remarked to Ruby a few weeks ago that I was feeling a low-level anxiety that was a similar feeling to
waking up from a nightmare. That feeling where you know you're safe, but are still feeling scared and processing
what it was you just went through. My last job was far from a nightmare, but I really wanted to be in a
values-based space and really have been enjoying having that again.
</p>
<p>
I've also been biking more including mountain biking and that feels wonderful! My friend, Pat, convinced me to
sign up for <a href="https://grinduro.com/pennsylvania/" target="_blank">Grinduro PA</a> this coming June. It's
a 70-mile gravel ride through Central PA and I have not done any ride that long in over four years, let alone on
unpaved roads. I said yes, first because I love riding with Pat, but also I have been wanting to get back into
good riding shape and this essentially puts a deadline on that. <i>Note: "In shape" is incredibly relative and
for me it's the ability to spontaneously be able to do a 60+ mile ride (if my schedule allows) when a friend
asks me.</i>
</p>
<p>
Getting back out on my mountain bike feels great and I am happy to be spending more time in the woods. A few
days ago was my first ride since probably last July or August. While I felt shaky that first ride, a few days in
I am starting to feel more confident again and able to get past some of the tricky obstacles I learned to
navigate last year.
</p>
<p>
Between my new job, co-directing <a href="https://codeforphilly.org/" target="_blank">Code for Philly</a>,
organizing <a href="https://socialjusticehackathon.github.io/website/about.html" target="_blank">a hackathon</a>
and a renewed cycling habit, I am feeling great both inside and out and hopefully I'm setting a sustainable pace
for myself. Because I genuinely love how this is feeling.
</p>
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<author>Travis Southard</author>
<link>https://travissouthard.com/blog/back-in-the-saddle.html</link>
<pubDate>Sun, 11 Feb 2024 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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<title>New year. New job. New habits.</title>
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<p>
New year. I am newly 35 years old and just came through a tough but still good year. Many
years have been tough for me, but in the grand scheme of tough years, 2023 was pretty easy on me. This year I
was laid off from a dream job, joined the leadership at <a href="https://codeforphilly.org/"
target="_blank">Code for Philly</a>, didn't ride my bike enough, worked in a large corporate environment
that I dislike, but ended the year by securing a job that fits my values. Ruby and I also have some travel plans
that I will talk about more once we're back home!
</p>
<p>
New job. I will be joining <a href="https://clsphila.org/" target="_blank">Community Legal Services</a> this
week as a Developer and Data Analyst in their Digital Innovation Lab. I am excited to be working on local issues
and helping Philadelphians, but I am also just excited to be working at a values-driven organization once again!
CLS is a great organization and I have been a fan of their work for some time.
</p>
<p>
New habits. I have a new <a href="https://bonk.lol/2024A" target="_blank">Bonk planner</a> and want to leverage
it to build up some new habits and routines I have been wanting to build. I am using it as part tracker and part
journal. Each day I note: How many cups of coffee I've had (less than I thought). Which meals I've prepared.
When I woke up and went to bed. What exercise I did that day. What 3rd place I visited. What tasks I need to do
and which I did. And finally a highlight list of what happened that day. I have been doing it for a week now and
it's already given me some insight into my habits and helped me build some new ones.
</p>
<p>
I was expecting that I would have more reflections I'd like to share from my usual birthday/new year
introspection, but I think most of that is best left private. I am looking forward to this year, even if it is
starting with winter (as Gregorian years typically do), but time with friends should at least make that easier.
</p>
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<author>Travis Southard</author>
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<pubDate>Sun, 07 Jan 2024 05:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
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<title>A personal financial project</title>
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<p>
Earlier this year <a href="https://travissouthard.com/snowball/index.html" target="_blank">I built a project</a>
that came from a personal need. I have three student loans from my time at University of the Arts, my time at
Temple University, and my coding bootcamp. My spouse Ruby has her own loans from undergraduate and graduate
school. We also share a mortgage on our home. I have been exploring different options to ideally pay down these
debts early and save both money on interest and time for ourselves in the future with less debt payment burden.
</p>
<p>
As part of my research, the most personally compelling plan I found is called the <a
href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Debt_snowball_method" target="_blank">debt snowball plan</a>. The
essence of the plan is:
</p>
<ul>
<li>Order your debts from smallest to largest by remaining principle on each loan.</li>
<li>Pay only the minimums on each loan.</li>
<li>Optionally if you are able and want to pay extra to accelerate the process, only apply the extra amount to
the smallest loan’s monthly payments.</li>
<li>Once the smallest is paid off, take what you were paying each month and add that to the monthly payment of
the next smallest plan.</li>
<li>Repeat the last step until all of your debts are paid off.</li>
</ul>
<p>
What is nice about this plan is that, unless you are adding extra each month to accelerate the plan, the amount
you pay towards your debts each month stays the same. Arguably this is also a drawback, since the monthly
payment burden stays the same, even as debts are resolved. I am not a financial expert but appreciate the
simplicity and effectiveness of this plan. There are similar approaches like the debt avalanche, which works
similarly except that the first step is to order the debts from highest interest rate to lowest. My
understanding is that while also effective, the avalanche is slower overall, but especially slower to start
feeling the benefits of paying off the first debt in the sequence.
</p>
<p>
For our situation, without going too deeply into our personal finances, following this plan would allow us to
pay off our student loans a few years early. However, the much bigger effect is that our mortgage would be paid
off about 14 years earlier than the 30 years our mortgage is planned for. If all goes to plan, this would save
us a lot in interest and dramatically cut down our living expenses. Granted, all our loan terms allow us to pay
down the principal ahead of schedule, and not all loans allow this (although they absolutely should). You should